Temptation

The useful thing about being a bachelor is that you can feed yourself anything, and feel quite content no matter what it is. Jealousy and dissatisfaction requires at least two people.
George sat on the dark metal park bench, the same park bench he sat on every Thursday instead of staying inside 1204 N. Queens. It was a small park wedged in the middle of 7th Avenue, just large enough to create a laid back atmosphere, a small bubble of leaves, sighing trees and green grass. A few ragged homeless men had their park benches always staked out, covered in newspapers, but George's bench was never taken. He had been sitting in it for most of the summer, and now it was turning into fall. It faced out to the street, and allowed George the privilege of munching on a ham and cheese sandwich (occasionally corn beef, and occasionally turkey and swiss) while watching New Yorkers pursuing their daily business.
This, to George, was like watching a living mirror. He also wore a suit, he also impatiently checked his watch stepping out of the subway every morning. He also pretended to stare resolutely ahead while wondering if anyone was watching him, and anxious to know what they thought. What amazed George more than anything was how each of these businesspeople who walked by, as educated, smart and talented as he was, would be almost without a doubt lonely and need of others. The men with their silver attache cases and Armani suits--if they were anything like George--as weak as little children on the inside.
Ham and cheese has a taste that reminded him of sitting in his kitchen as a young boy, drinking coolade as he had just come out from the hot, sweaty sun. His brother would swing his legs as he sat across from him. They had finished an intense game of baseball, so intense that they had almost gotten into a fight with the neighbor boys at the end, and had only been prevented from coming to blows by his mother's call for lunch.
George's mind snapped back to reality. He realized that right now, today, he was quite nostalgic. He didn't want to be trapped in that cycle again, it could last for days.
A woman, mid-twenties, in a black suit and white shirt, walked down the street. She was tall, had long, flowing black hair and wore significant heels. Like most women George had met in New York who wore suits, her jaw was set firmly and her jet black eyes were determinedly fixed ahead at the upcoming intersection. It was a small wonder to George that he rarely found anything in common with them, and George pondered what kind of man could actually handle a woman like that.
George wiped his forehead on his sleeve. It was five to one, almost time to go in.
And time to stop the reverie. George got up, dusted off the crumbs, took one look around the wistful trees, and said softly, "Two years - not bad. Not bad, really."